I just found old messages from you. You telling me that you love me & that I’m perfect. I don’t understand how that’s true because you dropped me & walked away so fast. We knew each other for about 4 years, & I waited so long for you. But you never tried to make anything happen or prove anything to me. But I held on anyway. Held onto every fucking word you said. But that’s over. I don’t believe in you anymore. I’m done.
I deleted everything of you. Pictures, twitter, tumblr, & instagram.
You let me go. & I found something better. You probably won’t read this. You probably wouldn’t care anyway. Just know that I put all I could into who I thought you were. I meant every last word I said to you. You’ll always mean a lot to me but I’m ready for you not to be in my life anymore. I’m tired of the hurt I feel when I see your name or the things you say.
I’m letting go.